Out of the Box

There are a lot of things to do, to try, and to explore in this world that will give you happiness for a long time.

Happiness can be experienced in many ways, so as love. Love is everywhere, it's not only found in a partnership of two individuals. It can be expressed and acquired by touching the lives of the people around you in your own ways. What matters most is not how much love you received but rather how much love you've given. The more you connect to people, the more you experience life, the more you acquire love, and the more you get the worth of your existence.

Puso at Isip

may mga pagkakataong ayaw mong i-try ang mga bagay na hindi mo dapat gawin, pero ginawa mo pa rin. there are times na akala mo okay, pero hindi pala. sinasabi ng puso mo na hindi mo dapat gawin pero inuutusan ka ng isip mo na ituloy mo lang. sa simula mag-eenjoy ka pero sooner or later, ihihinto mo dahil na-realize mong hindi dapat. pero sa huli ang magka-ibang sinasabi ng puso at isip mo ay magkaka-sundo rin, at alam mong gagawin at gagawin mo pa din yun sa ibang pagkakataon.

Sa'yo Pa Rin Ang Huling Desisyon

Hindi mahalaga kung iba ang iniisip ng mga tao tungkol sa'yo lalo na kung hindi mo naman alam kung ano ang iniisip nila sayo.

If you lose your virginity to some losers, syempre iisipin ng mga tao ang tanga mo. Pero kung para sa'yo magaling siya sa kama at naka-limang orgasms ka at sobrang nag-enjoy ka, ramdam mong 'di ka pa din dehado baka nga umulit ka pa eh. Kung feeling mo ang ganda-ganda mo sa damit mo kahit iniisip ng mga taong mukha kang pokpok, pero syempre walang nag lakas loob na sabihin sa'yo 'yun at hindi ka aware, at the end of the day ramdam mong maganda ka pa din at papaniwalaan mong yung mga taong tumingin sa'yo ay gandang ganda sa'yo kahit iniisip nilang ang cheap mo. Still, ang masusunod ay kung ano ang pinaniniwalaan mo. Kung feeling mo ikina-sosyal mo na ang pagsabi ng "oh my gosh" sa loob ng jeep kahit mukha kang katulong dahil nagtinginan sa'yo ang mga tao akala mo namangha sila dahil marunong kang mag-english pero ang totoong iniisip nila sayo ay trying hard ka, still you will feel good dahil na boost mo ang morale mo sa sarili mong way. Kung feeling mo mahal ka pa din ng bf mo dahil he still shows that he cares kahit ilang beses mo na siyang nahuling may kalandian, ituloy mo lang dahil through that kahit papano napapa-saya ka pa din niya by believing that he still loves you at gusto mo 'yun. Kung feeling mo ikina-talino mo na ang pag kontra sa nakararami dahil iba kang mag-isip sa paniniwala mo, walang magagawa ang mga tao sa paligid mo dahil para sa'yo mas matalino ka sa kanila. Kung feeling mo mas may wisdom ka dahil mas matanda ka sa mga kasamahan mo at madami kang na-experience kahit ang totoo ay mali ka na at tanga ka lang talaga, dahil sigurado kang tama ka, walang makaka-pigil sa'yo kahit na sino.

"Lie sits within the word beLIEve". Kahit ano pa man ang sitwasyon, wether tama ka o mali, ikasa-sama mo man o hindi, pangit man o maganda, kung ano ang pinaniniwalaan mo 'yun pa din ang susundin mo. Nagkakatalo-talo lang naman 'yan sa resulta ng sitwasyon eh.

Let's Do It Together

I've met a gay couple, about six month ago. They've been together for 8 years! I was like amazed on how they kept the fire burning the fact that they're living in together and knowing almost everything about each other, but they still find each other sexy.

I got to know them through manjam -- an online gay social networking site. It was like 10 O'clock in the morning when they sent me a message asking me if I'd like to have fun by starting a day with a threesome, I liked the idea so I meet them. They're like in their early 30's but still good looking and of course in shape. When I arrived, they were very warm and friendly, "professional" if I may call it. It took us approximately 20 minutes of light conversation and knowing basic things about each other before we started the party. It was a great play, the players were open and mature. It was one of the plays that I enjoyed.

One thing came into my senses after that, I think they're not doing it because they're not faithful nor they don't find each other attractive anymore, they simply do it to just add twist in their relationship. I've known several couples who does the same thing to keep the relationship going and make it more exciting. I myself, did it once. We cannot ignore the fact that no matter how much we try to keep the attraction for each other, temperature will eventually drop especially when we get too familiar on everything. Every strand of his hair, every freckle on his chest, every wrinkle when he smiles, every time he says "I love you". You'll get used to them not because you're tired of them but because you know they won't go away. And most of the time, we often misinterpret this "security" to something ugly as what we call "falling out of love".

Thailand

I'm planning to visit Thailand for 5 days or a week by the end of this year. I'm still doing some research so I could see as much tourist spots as I could for that short period of time. Hoping PAL or Cebu Pacific has airfare promos to Thailand soon. My problem is, since I'll be travelling alone, baka maligaw ako. lolz.